So I invited Hubby to go see baby, just to say hi to his heartbeat. Everything went well at the age of 7 weeks.
Cut to... 9/10 weeks. Patut buka buku pink, also at the same time Hubby thinking where to deliver and etc.
Baby is growing well. Until the day we estimate he supposed to be 10 weeks now, he is only 9 weeks plus. Okaylah, most likely anticipation of the menstrual cycle last time salah kira.
Then, there was no heartbeat.
I can't help it but automatically burst into tears.
Hubby being positive and strong (as always), he just keep quiet and let the doctor explain semua. Mommy dengar dengan penuh sabar.
Cuz at this point, I can already see your hand and leg. Your small little fingers are really growing babe!
20 minutes in the room, knowing something wrong but doctor punya face pun macam, knowing something but rather not telling.
So we both end up dapat referral letter to go for second opinion.
Tak boleh tahan all the emotions. I was emotionally damaged.
That's it.
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